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Monday, March 22, 2010

I'LL LIKE TO TAKE OUT MY FEELINGS. IT'S TO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE.

it's to late for me to stop now,i went through so far so deep so close.it was nearly there.suddenly everything falls apart.i wish i god could take my life. i suffer A LOT. I'M NOT KIDDING.I CRIED FOR A GIRL FOR THE FIRST TIME,SHE BROKE MY HEART LIKE A LOT OF TIMES,SHE MAKE ME MELTS JUST TO SEE HER.I'M CRAZY OVER HER. NOTHING GONNA STOP ME NOW.I WISH I COULD DONE SOMETHING BETTER,CAUSE I SUCK AT LOVE. I'M STILL A STUDENT FOR LOVE. BUT THIS LOVE,SHE CHANGES MY LIFE.WHAT'S STOPPING HER,I DON'T KNOW.WHAT'S KEEP ME LOVING HER MORE,SHE IGNORING ME. SHE'S REALLY HARD TO GET.EVERYONE WANTS A PIECE OF HER. I WANT THE WHOLE PACKAGE.she's the first girl i never give up for,she's the hardest i could get. You're the best I could've ever ask for,I'm always thankful I had you in my life.For leaving me with such beautiful memories,all those beautiful moments we had,Never taught I'd fall for someone like you,it was somewhere in those long talks,and making fun of each other where I'd realised I've fallen for you.So much you went through just to be with me,how hard we fought to be together.The love we'd share for one another,how I'd just smile to myself when you'd do all those,Stupid actions,crazy moments&making fun of each other. That was when I realise why,I'd fall so in love with you. You're the only reason why I'm smiling,the only reason why i'm not giving up and holding on.Because you give me the strength to keep going on,you showed me you are worth so much more,than this. All I want is to spend a long and happy life with you, You showed me,you're different from all the other girls,you're special.Unique in your own way.The very special one,I want to spend my life with.I will keep them in my heart,remember that I used to have this special someone,who loved me with all her heart and soul that I'd never regret falling in love with no matter what.SO NEVER GIVE UP,WHEN YOU FEEL EVERYTHING IS NOTHING,THERE WILL ALWAYS BE HOPE.

I've appreciated all you've done.
You invade my dreams,came out at corners of my mind&occupy my heart.
&that makes me happy.
Just makes it more electric when we do.
&when we're together,my mind is calm and my heart feels full.
I know I have been annoying lately,sorry for the temper,sorry for the mood.
For tolerating me,thank you.
Because only you,can make me smile from my heart.
Love you.For being so awesomely great.

I'd rather have bad times with you,than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together,than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back to the start.
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.
We gotta fight for this love
If it's' worth having,it's worth fighting for.

I LOVE YOU,SWEETA EDORRA PUTRI SAMSUDIN ALI.I RELIASE YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME NOW.I CAN'T KEEP YOU OFF MY MIND.I NEED YOU BACK,I CAN'T BARE.I SUFFERED ENOUGH.someone said that i'm not at loss,but you are.i can't pretend to be your friend,i want to be your boyfriend,lover,bestfriend,enemy,you're everything. why can't we go back as we were,isnt that happier.

"The Saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad.
You know,when the sad tries to bite his or her lip and not cry,
but smile and go " No,I'm happy as long as you are."?
Thats when its really sad."SWEETA,DON'T DO THIS TO ME.

DONE